This one word is putting fear into me. My dad has vascular dementia and we are learning how to deal with another curve ball that life is throwing at us. No one is left unaffected by this horrible condition.
It is odd how often we live in blind ignorance until we are thrust into a situation and then we learn we are only one small unit amongst thousands who are learning how to cope with this condition.
I did not inherit his great intelligence and it is this intelligence that we now see fading behind a mask of sorrow and fear that he is learning to deal with. Dad was never an emotional man, he was always the calm voice of reason. The solid base. Now, this base is quivering under the multitude of questions he and we face.
So I am turning to all readers to ask for tricks and tips on how to lighten his load. His apologies are becoming more frequent, as are some silly incidents, i.e.,
Open the fridge door to discover all of the dinner dishes stacked (unwashed on the shelves).Open the hot stove / oven door to find items of clothing sitting on the shelf being baked.
The washing machine last week was lined in white plastic, which I resorted to hoovering, the flakes to remove them.
Our solutions include:
We have posted notices on doors etc listing the what to do when leaving the house.
There are notices appearing on microwaves, seats, notebooks, computers as we try to make things easier for him to cope.
Remove all evidence of bills paid, as he worries about money which he no longer understands.
Have a series of carers in the house at meal times and as often as we can, we arrive in ones to nudge and coax him into a sense of normality.
So, again I appeal to all who read or notice my strange rambling blog all pieces of advice big and small will be chewed on, thought over and acted upon.
So why post a picture of a sunflower? To give us all something sunny to look forward to, especially as Bob is asleep, again.